Love, Sickness, and You part 1

Love, Sickness .. and You Part 1

A long time ago, I once met a boy. He was very kind to me, and always play with me. Even though, for some reason he will not tell me his name to me. Every time I ask he always says 'secret'. Hm, I'm not too complicate about it...

     One day, I was awarded a heart shaped necklace from my Mom. That time, I'm the innocent one ask
"Mom, the necklace is only one? why there two chain?"
My mother smiled and replied
"The necklace could be split into two, dear. Look? You can keep half the parts for your self. And you can give to the other half to the person you like or that you value .... " She said while splitting the necklace into two parts.

"Rin have you decided would be given to whom?"
Without thinking, I said "Yes!" Guess who? Of course a good boy who always play with me.

     I leave the house, look for him. I finally found him in the park where we used to play, but his face is rather sad. I approach him

"Why? What wrong? " I asked
"Rin ..? I'm okay... I. .. Uh, no! Is nothing!!"
"Just tell me, I will listen!"
"Rin .. Um, I have to go abroad for surgery .. " DEG! Hearing this, instantly made me surprise. All this time he was sick? Why I did not know?

"Eeeh?! what illness did you have?! And, why you go overseas?"
"Yesterday ... I go to the hospital, for health checks up.. But, all of a sudden the doctor says... In my body there a disease, like a cancer. He also said, if I only operation here .. My life will not survive, my chance to live a very small ... So ... " he's not finished talking, he was limp. Listen to him, I feel sad too .. But what can I do?

"When you will leave ..?" I asked
"Later afternoon, sorry, Rin .. I can't see you now .. "
"So .. Ng, at least .. I want to give you this .."
"A necklace .. For me?"
"Yeah, at least .. You may continue remember me with it, right?"

     He smiled, perhaps the last smile that I could see before he go. But, it feels heavy to look at him. This means I'll be alone ....

"Thank you, Rin! I will always remember you! .." He hugged me, that also when my tears flowing profusely, then I hugged him back
"Ukkh, remember .. Once you get better, you have to come back .."
"I am definitely come back! Rin do not cry, okay?!" He wiped away my tears, and ran out the park. From afar he said ...
"See you, Rin!" A moment later, he disappeared from my vision. In that park, I began to cry, do not believe he would go far away. Day by day I am overwhelmed with anxiety, I'm afraid he will not return. Almost every evening I waited in the park. But he never back. After for days, for weeks, for weeks, for months, for years, he never came again. I began to despair, after 3 years of waiting .. I decided not to wait anymore.

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"4 years after that, I started to forget about him. Even if you do not ask about this necklace, I certainly would not remember .." I said
"Aah, is so romantic.." said Luka-nee
"What romance?!' this is a sad story! Rin definitely still feel sad! Gumi!! You weren't supposed to ask! " Said Miku-nee pointing at Gumi
"What?! I just want to know!" Gumi said with a frown "I'm sorry, Rin .."
"Is okay, Gumi-chan .."
"But, Rin .. Why .. he does not come back?" Ask Miku-nee
"A ~ ah! Surely because there is another girl, or .. The operation failed! Not running smoothly! So ... OUCH!" Aw, Gumi-chan been punch in the head -v-"
"You! Only makes Rin more sad!" Snapped Luka-nee
"Did you know so well .." added Miku-nee
"Uh, hell yeah ... hihi, sorry ..."
"Come on, maybe what Gumi said was true, he had forgotten me .. Or the operation is not running smoothly .." I said
"Rin-chan .." Miku-nee hug me "He'll be back!"
"Why Miku-nee so sure," I asked,
"There must be a reason why he never come back. Beside he had promised, right? There may be obstacles that make him can't come back .. "Luka-nee come cheer me up.
"But it's been 7 years..."
"Rin, a guy as good as it would never break the promise. Sorry if I sad bad things... just like what Miku and Luka said, he'll come back for you! I'm sure!"
"Gumi-chan .." I was filled with tears, why are they so sure that he'll come back?. Seems impossible for me, because I was already desperate.


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"Uh, uh .. do you hear? It said there a new child in the class next to us, did you know! Rin let's go see him!" Miki said while pulling my hand "New kid," I asked.
"Yeah, everyone said he cool .." added Neru. I'm become curious.
"Rin, let's go see him? We also want to go there for a while, just to take a peep a little.. come on?" Gumi invite me.
"Well, i'm sorry guys .. I must go to committee meeting! maybe another time, yes .. bye bye"
"Really, well .. I'll photograph him for you Rin, okay .. hehe" Neru said, what the hell?
"Okay, come on, Miki .. Neru .." they all left to the class next to us.
Actually I want to know too, Who the new kid is. Ah! What wrong with me?? Obviously, he could not be him.. Right?


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     After the meeting finished, I walk down the school hall. I want to take my shoes in the locker room, because I want to go home. But, when I reached there I stop my walking... There's a guy, but I never met him. Is he the new kid, huh? .. Without realizing, apparently he watched me as well. I was panicked

"Ah?! Sorry, sorry! "I turned away to go to my locker. But, I'm still thinking the guy from before. He look like someone, huh ..?
"Hey .."
"KYAAA~!!!" Someone distract me. The.. The guy from before?!
"Wh.. What's up, huh? 'I stammered. "Have we've ever met.??" he ask. Met? I watched his face, I guess I never met him. But his eyes are similar to those that person I know. It couldn't be .. No way!
"Ah, uh ... Met, huh? Maybe .. But I forgot .. are you, the new kid in class B, right?"
"Hmm, yes .. I the new kid. So, we do not ever meet?" he asked again
"... I.. I said maybe I forgot .. But .." he suddenly approached me
"But what..?" He looked at me with a serious face.
"N..Nothing!! Um, I have to go home! Sorry, okay.." I ran out of the locker room, who knows what happens tp me. Why I'm so nervous?!


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"OOoi, Rin! have you see the new kid?" called Gumi in the morning.
"Yeah, I did..." I replied. "Cool, right? Yesterday Neru secretly take a photo of him, Rin want to see??"
"Wh..what? No! I don't want it!" they saw me panic, maybe Gumi suspicious
"Eh? Why the hell? Don't tell me yesterday something happened, huh?" Ask Gumi with great curiosity.
"Wha ..? Ng .. Not really! there nothing happen!"
"Iiih, Rin your so suspicious, Come on, what the hell happen?" Teased Gumi with annoying toned. I turned away, "Th.. There nothing happen!" I immediately ran to the my chair. UUuukh, why is it with me?!

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"Waaaah, last lesson is empty! Eh, let us go to the mall?" Miku-nee invited me and the other "Agreed, agreed!! More over there something I want to buy, ya!" Miki said "Me too! Me too!" Neru said too. The other agreed, but ..
"Rin not coming?" Luka-nee asked me "No, ah .. I'm not feeling well, I'm just go home.." I said
"Is that so? I walk you home 'kay.." bargain Gumi
"WUA .. I will become a burden.. I go home alone.. "I said.
"All right, but be careful, okay Rin .." Miku-nee holding my hand, and went with the other
"Yeah, bye bye .." after that, as usual.. I headed locker. But .. There was that guy, again? Ugh... "Good afternoon .." I said. He looked at me, this time somewhat he ignore me . He id not answer, he was just silent. Huuh, annoying... Ah, why did I upset huh? I opened my locker cabinets, and ... "Oops ..?!" my "half-heart " necklace fell from the locker, near that guy too. UWAAAA ~!! Damn... That boy took my necklace and stared at it, as if to make sure something. What is it?
"Hey .. Hey!! Gi.. give me back my necklace!" I said
"..Rin.." he muttered, "Wh..What..?" He know my name?? from where?
"Your Rin, right??!" He asked me "If so..then..Why..?"

He opened his collar and pulled something.. Wait.. But..That's..?? "No..No way...Y,,You.."